Yesterday, May 7, was the 2nd anniversary of Jamie's delivery. May 18 will be the anniversary of the funeral and the 19th of the burial.
I am doing fine now, but last week was not so good. I think the anticipation of the day is worst than the actual day in itself. I was surprised how upset and emotional I have been, but Josh was not at all. I guess he knows me better than I know myself.
Mother's Day is a hard day because two years ago it was just days after I delivered Jamie and I was still in the hospital. Josh said he just wants me to be happy with the boys and him and excited to open whatever they get me. I have been showing Jeffrey different items as we have been out so hopefully he will remember:) I am happy and will be happy and joyful on Mother's Day, but I will always have in the back of my mind the three Stoneham babies in heaven.