Yesterday, May 7, was the 2nd anniversary of Jamie's delivery. May 18 will be the anniversary of the funeral and the 19th of the burial.
I am doing fine now, but last week was not so good. I think the anticipation of the day is worst than the actual day in itself. I was surprised how upset and emotional I have been, but Josh was not at all. I guess he knows me better than I know myself.
Mother's Day is a hard day because two years ago it was just days after I delivered Jamie and I was still in the hospital. Josh said he just wants me to be happy with the boys and him and excited to open whatever they get me. I have been showing Jeffrey different items as we have been out so hopefully he will remember:) I am happy and will be happy and joyful on Mother's Day, but I will always have in the back of my mind the three Stoneham babies in heaven.
You just have to remember when we get to heavens those sweet little babies will be waiting for us. It will be a joyous reunion!
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Mom