Yesterday's sermon was on one of Jesus miracles. We read in Matthew chapter 14 about how Jesus feed five thousand people with five loafs of bread and two fish. I had a hard time paying attention because at the beginning of the passage it says, "He (Jesus) was moved with compassion for them and healed their sick." All I could think about after that was why not Jamie? I know that Jamie is perfect now and all this is in God's plans, but all I could think was why, why, why as tears rolled down my face. I cry a lot in church lately. Even though I have peace I think I will always be sad and wonder why. The closing prayer lifted my spirits some. Chris prayed "use our sorrows. . ." And that is why Jamie is not with me so God could use this situation for His glory.