August 26, 2010 was Jamie's due date. It has been two years. Sometimes it feel like it was just yesterday and sometimes it feels like it has been many, many years. I forgot what today was until I read an email from a dear friend saying she was praying for me. I'm not sure how that makes me feel. On one hand it is sad, but then it means I have been living in the present. Yesterday was the boys birthday party and tomorrow is the first day of school so I have been a little busy. I will not let myself get down because I forgot the date. I have not and will never forget Jamie.