Thank you to everyone for the many emails, blog comments, cards, and phone calls. It really touches my heart to here from each of you. The stories and verse you have shared have been a blessing and an encouragement for me. I wanted to send out a big THANK YOU because there is just no way I can response to all. Know that I do read and treasure all the words that are sent my way.
Today we go back to the doctor. I have two appointments one with a specialist and one with my OB. I am very scared to find out more information, because I don't want it to be bad. Not knowing seems better now, but two weeks ago all I wanted were answers.
I read this morning in Ecclesiastes. "Consider the work of God, for who can make straight what He has made crooked? In the day of prosperity be joyful, but in the day of adversity consider: surely God has appointed the one as well as the other, so that man can find out nothing that will come after him." Ecclesiastes 7: 13-14
This says to me God is in control of the good and the bad. I needed to be reminded of that this morning. The devil is attacking my mind this morning with these thoughts of what I can do to make things better and prepare myself. But I am choosing to let go and allow God to be in control. It is really better for me that way.